Baba has now started school, and it feels like a double whammy! I have thrown myself into blitzing the house, thrown myself into going back into full-time work next week with Scrapbookerry, and am getting back with writing and my writing course, anything to stop myself from thinking about what should be.
It has been hard, and I think this last week I have been so busy trying not to think that I haven’t thought about it! But I know it is there!
I shouldn’t be on my own.
I should never have been on my own!
Baba shouldn’t have spent his last summer before school on his own, he had a great one, we made sure of it and he did not stop! But still there should have been two of them!