...should seriously go to me? Seriously?
Somebody close commented (which got to my ears of course) that i do not know how to care for my own child. That I am not cut out to be a mother.
My parenting style may not be like everyone else. People might think i don't fret enough. I don't seem like i care. I do not want to lose my cool hence I have this poker face exterior when something happened. I don't want to go berserk when I needed to stay calm and think. (like the fan blade that cut her ankle one time http://daryathedrama.blogspot.sg/2013/07/goddamn-freak-accident.html, the recent operationvomitus http://daryathedrama.blogspot.sg/2014/02/bruised-battered-but-not-entirely-dead.html and during her 1st month where she projectile vomited blood, unfortunately all during the absence of The Husband and obviously I had to deal with alone. I could have panic and bawl my eyeballs out (ok i did teared for a bit but i told myself to get a grip and get on with the show).
So this had to happen.