Two Years Today

Two Years Today

Two years ago today I was pregnant.

13 weeks and 5 days pregnant

But at 13 weeks and 4 days my midwife couldn’t find the heartbeat

So two years ago today Mr L and I were once again for the second time that year sat in the hospital

In the hospital your big sister died

In the hospital we walked away with no baby

Waiting for a scan

In fact we went for an early baby check first,

They tried with a doppler

They couldn’t find the heartbeat so we were sent for the scan

While they cursed my midwife trying to find a heartbeat so early

But they sent us anyway

And we stood and waited

Anxiously waiting

Praying everything would be ok

But knowing our last experience of a scan was not a good one

We so needed good news that day

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