Ever since I can remember I've been taught, in more ways than one, that showing emotions is a bad thing. Unfortunately when I was a child I was unable to control my emotions and would often end up in tears over something silly. This lead to me being tagged as the weaker sibling and I got picked on and bullied by family and so-called friends.
I'm not sure how or why I was this way, it just happened. I 'felt' for people when they were in trouble and would try to help. I would cry at movies and even the slightest sign of a fight and I would back away. I have never been the type of person who likes confrontations. All of these things contributed to my weaker persona.