I’ve been a little quiet the last few weeks. I had the best of intentions in keeping up with all my new pregnancy related posts but to be honest I was struggling a bit. I had a few panic attacks and minor melt downs about what on earth we were doing having a child. I struggle to put my finger on why exactly because I did all of the major panicking when we found out we were expecting. It’s a strange feeling to put into words because I wouldn’t be able to tell you anything specific that I’ve been concerned about – more just a feeling of panic and anxiety. We had our 20 week scan last Friday and I although I didn’t realise it at the time, I think that freaked me out more than I was expecting.