I love Dawn
Why do I keep doing it? I don't have a camera, and I certainly don't have the time during the mad morning rush. But I love dawn, and every time I glimpse a sky that is not grey or black or dull, I grab my phone and run up to the attic to catch the moment.
It's also a sign that I'm feeling better about life.
When I was feeling low, I stayed up really late. I didn't want to see the dawn, I didn't want a new day to begin. I didn't want to be faced with the same set of problems and no solutions. Now I've (mostly) accepted that my problems are not going to go away, and I've just got to deal with them.