I haven’t blogged for a long time.
In fact I haven’t done anything for a long time.
Partly because of all the things that have been going on at home, and partly because I have lost my flow for everything.
But it was making me so unhappy.
I couldn’t get into a rhythm so I couldn’t write or plan, and because I wasn’t writing or making I was getting more upset and it was a vicious circle and one that I needed to break.
I moaned about it, I ranted to people and groaned and got lots of different advice.
But ultimately no one could help me until I cleared my head and established what I wanted to do and what was my priority. So I sat down and worked out the things I didn’t like doing, and the things that I did like doing and tried to see if anything could be dropped! But there was nothing.
I wanted to do all the things that I was already doing but I needed to be more organised about doing them.