This last weekend was hard, every way I turned things seemed to be falling apart around me. We were tight with our budget for the wedding, it was really stressing me out. Luckily we still have six weeks to pay everything, although that doesn’t make the stress and worry any less. I think I find it harder as taking a maternity leave from Scrapbookerry I am not bringing in any money and it was really bothering me.
Even though I feel fab since doing my Juice Plus and am loosing weight I am still not small enough for my wedding dress and this really freaked me out! I was so upset that I couldn’t fit into it I could have cried.
I broke my engagement ring. Good and proper the big stone fell out, and I couldn’t find it anywhere! To say I was gutted was an understatement.
I really felt like someone was telling us not to get married.
Everything seemed against us.
It was horrible.
And I was miserable about it.
But I knew I had to change my thinking.