Probably the worst part of this whole TTC (Trying to Conceive) malarkey, aside from spending a fortune on pregnancy tests and having hospital visits in the same frigging department with pregnant ladies, is that initial moment when you hear the news that other people are pregnant. It's an issue that might not sound like a big deal to some, but to most girls, it's these moments which sometimes cause us the most pain and to momentarily lose control of our rational senses. I touched on this a little in my first fertility post. It's a flashing moment, where time seems to stand still, while you attempt to digest the information and form a rational response on the surface, when inside your brain and your heart are sent into a crazed frenzy of frantic emotions.
It's something that I can only describe as bittersweet digestion.